Saturday, April 14, 2007

By the way, I play with this guy from the Doors...


I was out doing some meet and greet at a local venue this evening to meet my friend's booking agent and to discuss some potential ideas for some upcoming shows and after we had our chat this tall Native American man came up to say hello to my friend and I. After a few minutes of greeting and musician banter, this gentleman asked if we were coming to a benefit show the next day to help out a family that just lost their Mom to cancer... we said we were planning to attend. Then he asked us if we were going to sit in on the set he was playing on. My percussionist friend said he'd love to. Then he turned to me and asked what I played. I told him I played guitar a little and that I had been singing most of my life.

He then told me that I should come and join in the jam session and that he was looking forward to seeing me the next day.

I was somewhat taken aback, as the band that is headlining is a fantastic groove band and I'm so out of practice in jumping in on something like this, but why not?

Later, my friend told me that this man was a famous blues/acoustic/musician. His name is Keith Secola. His website is: http://www.secola.com.
So I will go over to the venue on Saturday afternoon and see what happens - you never know.

I'll keep you posted.

PS> The conversation with Keith ended as he talked about jamming with a former member of The Doors - two days ago! When I heard that, I told my friend - "Now this is something to blog about!"

Friday, April 13, 2007

Feeling stuck? Hunger and thirst


Hunger and thirst

Spring has officially arrived, (even if we still are seeing the blanket of winter around us.) And with spring's arrival, we have begun to see flowers sprouting through the snow covered ground and even a robin here or there. Recently, a friend of mine sent me a photograph of the first spring life she had seen…

This sparrow had begun the duty of building a nest for it's family and in the midst of it's effort had blindly flown into the corner of her home and gotten stuck in the vinyl siding. She snapped this photo just before she and her neighbor pulled up the corner of the siding to release the trapped beak of the sparrow. When the bird was freed it was fine, besides being a little disoriented and confused, and took of in a redirected flight in a few minutes.

This bird had been looking for twigs and various items to create the nest for the upcoming arrival of its family of sparrows, but somehow – the bird had been knocked off course. Even though he had been searching, and thirsting for the materials to create a safe home – he temporarily was trapped or stunted mid flight.

This feeling of being stunted or trapped is something that I feel many Christians can relate to. So many times we feel ungrounded, or blown about by the ideas and thoughts of the world around us. These feelings are ones that the exiled Israelites could relate to as well. While historically it is thought that during the Babylonian exile, "it does not appear that any particular hardship was imposed upon the exiles, which seem to have been free to engage in trade and in the professions and even to organize themselves in communities. " However, although Jewish communal life did not suffer, the religious system was forced to undergo considerable restructuring." (Norwood)

In the scripture previous to Isaiah 55, the Israelite people were in exile, their temple had been destroyed and they were in need of comfort and direction.
According to David M. Williams essay,

"Without doubt the Exile marked the most serious blow to the Jewish religious heritage of any event since Pharaoh sought to prevent the Exodus. On the other hand, that same religious heritage was the principal factor in the perseverance of the people looking for a day of deliverance. Exilic literature in the Bible contains some of the most exalted revelations of the nature of God, his sovereignty over the world, and his will for men. Jeremiah and Ezekiel carried the faith into exile. And Second Isaiah brought to full expression the magnificent hope of redemption through the concept of the Suffering Servant."


It is this word of hope and challenge that was necessary for the Israelites and is necessary for us to look at in light of our need for direction and instruction in order to grow spiritually.
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6 Seek the LORD while he may be found;
call on him while he is near.

7 Let the wicked forsake his way
and the evil man his thoughts.
Let him turn to the LORD, and he will have mercy on him,
and to our God, for he will freely pardon.

8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD.

9 "As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.

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The word of God – the Bible has been provided as the source of spiritual nourishment. While the prophet Isaiah discusses the depth of God's thoughts as beyond our own – the writer encourages God's people to seek the Lord and call on him while he is near.

The kinds of things that we often hunger and thirst after in life are not the things that satisfy us. We even can fell that we don't have what it takes – or can't afford the satisfying things of life. Earlier in Isaiah 55 the prophet invites the poor to a lavish banquet. The cost of the ticket is zero and the only entrance requirement is hunger and thirst. The abundance of God's new age is often described as a banquet (Is 25:6; 65:11-15).

Isaiah 55:1-2

1 "Come, all you who are thirsty,
come to the waters;
and you who have no money,
come, buy and eat!
Come, buy wine and milk
without money and without cost.

2 Why spend money on what is not bread,
and your labor on what does not satisfy?
Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good,
and your soul will delight in the richest of fare.

The things (our hunger and thirst) that we feel limit our connection to spiritual resources end up being the key to finding what ultimately satisfies our souls – communion with God.

It is so important for Christians to realize the life-giving resource that is provided for us in the scriptures. Deuteronomy 8:3 speak to this point.

" 3 He humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna, which neither you nor your fathers had known, to teach you that man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD."

" Unless man and womankind eat spiritual bread, life is in vain." (George Knight) Seeking after wealth and spending it traps mankind in an unsatisfying circle that leads to wasted energy and wasted potential.
Why chase after the things in life that leave us feeling empty or trapped like the picture of the bird I showed you earlier.

The food God offers us is free, it is for everyone, it is individually offered to each person, and it is the whole answer to our deep human needs for satisfying nourishment.



In addition to spiritual nourishment, God offers more.

3 Give ear and come to me;
hear me, that your soul may live.
I will make an everlasting covenant with you,
my faithful love promised to David.

God's desire is that we join in covenant with him. Covenant in relation to religious matters is defined as:

"The conditional promises made to humanity by God, that is, to protect mortals if they kept His law. This sort of covenant is an important concept in Judaism and Christianity, derived in the first instance from the biblical covenant tradition."

God promise of relationship is made when we seek after Him and accept his word as real nourishment. God gives us the spiritual nourishment not so that we can visit the buffet once and return to our own vain and futile resources, but it is God's desire that we continue to abide in Him so that we live life in covenant - in relationship – with Him.

The promise or covenant God makes with David is mentioned here in Isaiah 55:3. David is sometimes referred to as being the Servant or speaker to/for God's people. This can be in reflection to the role of King that David was appointed to. Here in Isaiah 55, David's covenant of mercy and pardon is extended to the people of Israel as individuals and as a whole.


6 Seek the LORD while he may be found;
call on him while he is near.

7 Let the wicked forsake his way
and the evil man his thoughts.
Let him turn to the LORD, and he will have mercy on him,
and to our God, for he will freely pardon.


God is calling for the people to seek after Him, to be in covenant with Him and to receive forgiveness from Him.

The comparison of those who seek after God and his word are contrasts between examples of thriving life or desert existence.
Isaiah 55:13 Instead of the thornbush will grow the pine tree,
and instead of briers the myrtle will grow.

A few weeks ago, I was having difficulty with the plumbing in my home. I decided against using drain opener as that would cause potential for burns if I had to open the main drain of the house. I even considered running root killer down the drain as we had root grow through the drain exit in the past.

When I was discussing the options for clearing the blockage with a more experienced home owner, he told me that the root killer would have eventually caused more problems as it would be absorbed by the roots of the trees and brush surrounding my home and leading to major landscaping and tree removal. In the end, simply snaking the drain was a sufficient solution for the plumbing problem.

Just as the trees in our yards have roots that run deep, we also have spiritual roots that hunger and thirst for nourishment. When we seek after God and join in the covenant with Him, we have the opportunity to grow spiritually like the pine tree or myrtle described in Isaiah 55:13. The root killer that causes us to grow into thorn bushes and briers is the decision to seek after our own way in life.

God's word is the manna that we seek and only in Him and His word can we become strong like the pine tree and resilient like the myrtle. Seek after God. Join in covenant with Him and you will grow in spiritual wisdom and strength like the tallest tree in the forest.
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Discussion Questions:

What stunts our spiritual growth as Christians?

What kinds of devotions- prayer – etc seem to be the best resource for you spiritual growth?

How has the word of God been a source of strength and growth in your own life?

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Merton's famous Prayer

(http://www.monks.org)

While looking up some info on the life of Thomas Merton I stumbled across this prayer and a quote written by him -
I thought that the mood and setting of his dependence upon God and the scriptures was impressive. May I rely on God and the scriptures like this...



My Lord God

I have no idea where I am going.

I do not see the road ahead of me.

I cannot know for certain where it will end.

Nor do I really understand myself.

And the fact that I think I am following

Your will does not mean I am actually doing so.

But I believe that the desire to please you

Does in fact please you.

And I hope I have the desire in all that I am doing.

I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire.

And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the

right road though I may know nothing about it.

Therefore will I trust you always though I may

seem to be lost and in the shadow of death.

I will not fear for you are ever with me and

you will never leave me to face my troubles alone.

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By reading the scriptures I am so renewed that all nature seems renewed around me and with me. The sky seems to be a pure, a cooler blue, the trees a deeper green. The whole world is charged with the glory of God and I feel fire and music under my feet.
Thomas Merton

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Sleeping with Bread: I think I can



Sleeping with bread is a practice that combines thanksgiving with honesty with God, the church community and beyond. I've been slacking in my reflections on SWB Mondays, but my daily live has been full of more "living" so be that as it may a moment in life that I need to allow myself some grace in this "another" transition. That's life.




After spending much of March dealing with bronchitis and more in my family members and myself, I resolved to make a few changes to pursue a healthier lifestyle (totally necessary after not contributing to my personal fitness for over two years) - but this is a new day and a new life in many respects, so I joined a local gym a few weeks ago. There are moments of frustration over how fast my days pass now that I'm spending and hour or so exercising 6xs a week. I often find myself thinking: "I could be doing ______ right now instead of this." or "How did it get to be Wednesday already?" But for the most part, I know that this is a necessary activity if I want to live a healthy life. So I will give it my best to be "consistent" in pursuing more healthy activity. For this challenge and blessing- I'm thankful. I'm trying. I'm imagining the little engine that could while I'm doing the squat exercises I detest... I think I can.

Easter Sunday marked so many moments of thankfulness that I'm thinking if I get started I'm not sure I'll stop. As I said before, I'm trying. On Saturday I had egg coloring and pre-Easter dinner cooking to attend to as well as final holiday shopping. I picked up the Easter Baptism cake for my children's special day and had a wave of joy wash over me in the midst of the grocery store madness that I was unashamed of the tears that ran down my face as I read and re-read: Blessings on your baptism Heather and Nigel. I was stuck in a moment of gratitude for the opportunity not only for my career re-do, but for the way my family has been embraced and felt at home at "our" new fellowship. It's only been a few months since we've transitioned into this church, but we feel like we've been a part of things for much longer. We feel at home at Westminster and that was reflected in my tears over a cake in the middle of the grocery store. I hadn't felt such intense emotion for a long time. I sincerely believe that the emotion I experienced is a result of the healing and restoration that has taken place not only in me, but in the hearts and minds of my family as well. This makes me thankful for the need of this healing, the process ( even though it was/is difficult it was to deal with and go through)of healing, and the arrival at this present place of healing. I think I can - be home again.



The people that have been a part of all this change and many. Some old friends that needed a church have come on board attending services and participating in various activities both in and outside the fellowship. As I looked out over the group assembled on Sunday, I saw so many friends looking back at me: new friends and old friends - all in one place designated by God's unseen plan and purpose. I think I can ... receive and give love again.

We became members of Westminster on this last Sunday too, my husband and I. All four of us stood together while Nigel was baptized, then Heather and then we were asked if we wanted to become part of the fellowship. We all said, "Yes, with God's help." Many other members came forward to pray for us a lay hands on us to commit our pledge and their support to God. I think I/we can... be part of and with a fellowship...with God's help.


With God's help - I can exercise, be healed physically,emotionally and spiritually, give and receive love, and become and be a part of a fellowship of Christians that love God and love me and mine as we are. In fact, I know I can. With God, nothing is impossible.

Romans 8:28-35

More Than Conquerors
28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him,[j] who[k] have been called according to his purpose. 29For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. 30And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

31What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 34Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. 35Who shall separate us from the love of Christ?