Saturday, October 18, 2008

Autumn's changes



I've always loved the season of Autumn. Maybe it's the sweater weather after the hazy and humid days of August. Maybe it's the time for new notebooks, pencils and back to school clothes. Or maybe it's the explosion of color the completely enfolds my community in the northeast. Any or every reason expressed, I love Autumn.

This season brings with its falling leaves a few new vocational opportunities in my life. I've been filling the role as a teaching artist in several after school programs since September and on this coming Monday, I will begin my new full-time work in a church ministry with 1st Lutheran here in Jamestown.



The teaching work has challenged me to stretch and grow by working with various ages of students, in different locations from week to week by creating interesting, fun and educational art lesson plans for them to participate and learn with.

Here are just a few lessons I've learned as a teaching artist:
1.There are always surprises (some difficult and some great) when working with children - like this: one girl walked down the hall, hugged me tight and said - "I love you. What are we doing today?" Wow. Talk about having a reason to come to work!

2.When you run out of plan A, B, and C (sometimes d) ask the students what they would like to do. What they suggest may turn out to be a project that offers the best opportunity for ME to learn more about THEM and improve MY listening skills as I have them teach me something new.

3. Laughter is so important. Some days are hairy and hectic - but when taking turns reading a story and a child reads a page of the story in his or her very best "Dracula" voice - it has a way of making everyone crack a smile and eventually laugh a good belly laugh. Don't forget to laugh.



So as I endeavor on yet another new beginning, here are some other things to hold on to in this time of transition and changing of colors:

1. Don't be afraid to try something new - you may surprised by the outcome.
2. Stomach butterflies are your body's way of reminding you that life is full of possibility and promise, if only you aren't afraid to release them into a new opportunity.
3. All the experience of the past helps with the challenge of the present.
4. Don't forget to laugh.
5. Live in the space of grace.
6. Don't forget to get the rest you need.
7. Take your vitamins.
8. Start each day with a clean slate - remember God mercies are new EVERY morning.
9. Drink lots of water.
10. Have fun - this is a new adventure!

For my autumn and yours - Each leaf that falls, holds the promise of spring, just around the corner of winter's slumber. The leaves of change have fallen, the piles are growing deep, and it's time to make my giant leap!

My new church...

Good news!
I'll be starting as the Director of Family and Youth Ministry this coming Monday at 1st Lutheran Church of Jamestown, NY. Some folks in town call it the "Pink Church". Here's a photo of the building sent to me by Pastor Billy. This is what autumn looks like where I live! Please keep me in your prayers as I begin a new ministry adventure.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Lost - Coldplay

Go give the song "Lost" by Coldplay a listen. Great song - kinda captures some of what I think an uphill idealist is... also there is a video contest for this song. Think of the possibilities!

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I'm in a cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

And you'll be lost
Every river that you try to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing stops
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Sleeping with Bread: downs and ups



Pic Heather took of me October 2008.

Least grateful for:
The mouse that has taken up residence in my kitchen since the nights have turned cold.
Discussions that only run in circles because one or both parties in the discussion aren't listening and only want to be "right".
Leaves that fall in my yard the day after I thought they were all raked and chopped up in my reel mower.
Seeing things glass half empty.
Home and appliance repairs that need to be done.
Learning how to re-balance everything in my life.
Being late with Sleeping with Bread.


Pic Heather took of me Oct. 2008


Prime Minister Crew 1990 or so.

Most grateful for:
The way and means of relocating Mr. Mouse.
Discussions that run all over the place, where everyone is heard as well as listened too and great discoveries are made in all the conversational meandering over coffee and tea.
Canopies of yellow, orange and red that fall and cover the neighborhood like a cozy blanket.
Knowing that things are really glass half or almost all the way full.
Getting to the Y and working out and finally hearing "Wow, have you lost weight?" after a spring and summer worth of jogging.
Spending a sunny autumn Saturday tie-dieing clothes with my kids in the yard.
Decorating for Halloween.
Making art with kids.
Leading worship on Sunday evening: what a great restful atmosphere there was!
Sending more of my CD's out to friends and family - thanks guys!
Old pictures that tell me where I was and new photos to tell me where I'm headed.
Getting a new job that I think I'm going to love!


Me at Geneva Collage after a very loud gig in 1990 0r 91.

More bread to come.
Tara